Monday, March 10, 2008

The Father's Heart...

The Father's Heart...

Went to Xbar again on friday with Victor bro again =)

Introduced a couple of nice friends, Jilin and Jade...

Before that, we headed to partyworld for a karaoke session hahaha... Its addictive!!

OH YAH!!! Victor requested Jilin to sing Zhu Wo Shen Ri Kuai Le by Landy Wen...
That was the moment I heard someone singing til I was so engrossed... Her voice is perfect for the song... Too perfect... Simply Enchanting =)

Hahaha... I really envy Victor, able to have so many friends that cherish him...

And yea, Jade's voice is very very very good too!! Like Angela Zhang's... hahaha... The song she sang the best for the night would be Que Yang by Rainie Yang... The pitch for that song indeed is very very high... hahaha...

After partyworld, as we headed down to different clubs, starting from Double O, then Rumours, then MOS, but... oh well... Decided to go Xbar instead ^^

Finished a bottle of chivas in less than an hour wif 5 ppl drinking, thou Wen ko-ed already after a few rounds...

My immunity against drinking sure has built up alot... Hahaha... I dun get drunk, dun get head-heavy...

Met Andrew, Michelle's ex, he and his friends came in for a drink too... Hahaha... One of his friends kept treating us to a few rounds of Tequila shots... thou we're almost done already...
Left wif half a bottle of Vodka...

When we're abt to go home... I forgot who... came up wif the idea... go see sunrise o.O

And so we walked to the Esplanade... Hahaha... On the way, seeing Victor and Jilin acting wierd and talking abt 'Scandal' stuff... Can't help but keep laughing hahahaa... Kinda know what scandal means le... Hahaha... Flirt? xP

Chilled at Esplanade awhile, thou we can't see the sun at all xD
And we all headed home... and I K'Oed til evening... Juz a lil stomach discomfort, yep, definitely improving!! xD

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Had to rush down to Chris' house for cell grp...

Decided to rush down in a cab... cos I woke up late due to drinking the night b4...

While in the cab... All of a sudden...

My dad's face came into my mind...

And something was revealed to me...

The Father's Heart...

Every father, no matter how bad, will definitely want to see their sons and daughters get married and lead a happy life...

As simple as that...

Tears started flowing from my eyes then...

I dun feel sad...

I just pity my dad...

He didn't get the chance to see his son marry a nice girl and lead a happy life...

He didn't get the opportunity to see his daughter get married and lead a happy life...

Instead, he left even b4 enjoying his 'job' as a father... The rewards of being a father...

This encourage me further to live my life without regrets...

Was chatting wif Mekard on msn awhile...

Found out that being responsible for one's actions is very very important...

Everything has to start from oneself...

Only will this world be a better place...

Well while I was doing quiet time... I read up on the bible abt this guy named Job... He lost everything a human being has lost... He starved... He lost his family... He lost everything... But still he believed in God... And thus God returned him double the portion of everything he had lost...

Reflecting on my own life... things abt cartel, abt Nick, abt Sam, abt Mekard... I wonder... I've not done anything for them with schemes underlying... So I really do wonder... Those are the work of humans... Oh well... I've done my part... I've not let myself or Him down... Hahaha^^ That's all I really care abt... Thou now it seems that ppl wif schemes and evil thoughts wif the devil working inside of them, hoping that they would go down wif him... Are waiting for chances to bring down the ppl of God... Oh Lord, Have mercy on their souls (^^,) V

At least I had affirmation that I was going on the right path still... Unlike the dark, lonely, emo, path many chose to take...

Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight?

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Monday, March 10, 2008