Monday, February 11, 2008

Confused...

Confusion and Frustration

Its been a long time since I published any of my posts...

With 7 unpublished posts left rotting away, due to the posts being rants and stuff...

Let me keep everything short...

Recently... A friend went MIA for no reason... I can't seem to think of the reason that friend went MIA... I thought it was my actions that made that friend stay away from me... But thinking deeper... I don't think that caring for a friend would make that friend stay away... Maybe its juz that friend... Abt Choosing friends... Oh well... I did my part... If that friend just want to be a hi-bye friend and be that way... There's nth that I can do already... Same goes for HER...

I thought it was my problem...
I thought it was my actions...
I thought it was everything that has got to do with me...
Am I not just fine the way I am?
Guess I have to change further...

As I was talking to denise ytd... I do feel that my purpose in life... Is for everyone to use me...

When they need me... They approach me... They find shelter and rest... Once they're done... Then their gone...

Laying down at the playground most of the nights... Thinking what really is going on... That friend... HER... My life... The changes I need to make... Sister Amelia... My job... The ONE... Rika...

Why can't my life be simpler and better... A happy family... A happy girlfriend... and of cos... A happy me...

Oh well...
Have to keep it short...
I did promise you I'll try to smile for you always eh?
I'll keep that promise... =)

Like the stars that twinkle in the night sky
These melted hearts will nvr seperate
Even if these hands are
As long as the two never forgets...

CRUCIFIED at 6:15 PM

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Monday, February 11, 2008