Monday, December 17, 2007

Stars shining bright... Wish you're here tonite...

Well almost everyone thinks this blog is dead... So it shall be my personal dairy of sorts XD...

Its been a nice week... Getting to know nice people more... Nicholas... Jolene... Vanessa... Samantha... Edward... Erwin... William... George... Kelvin...

Hahaha... All of them... are very interesting... in one way or another...

Hmm... Lets start with Nicholas... hahaha... the funny guy... was talking to him on msn... comparing blogs... seeing whose is more emo and sad... Teasing Jolene and stuff... hahaha...

Jolene!!! ahhh... shes a nice girl... like how Nicholas described her... She's so sweet, so kind, so gentle, so fragile and so bloody thin... Hahaha... Sometimes I wonder if her eye lashes are fake... cos its too nice to be natural but yea... hahaha... like me =p too cute to be natural ya? XD And Heil Sieg! For Jolene and her Nutella Escapades.... =D

Vanessa, hahaha... quite softspoken but once she opens up... shes quite a friendly person hahaha... Somehow alot of ppl at Cafe Cartel reminds me of people from my past... Vanessa here... Looks like Magdaline... yea... from years back in the childcare centre... My childhood friend til secondary school... =) missed those days... Vanessa is quite helpful and quick as a buzzer, Swee Liang's buzzer... must be 7 years of bad luck wif him XD...

Samantha... Shes like the sweetest girl in cartel la... hahaha... that day when i took over her shift... hahaha... she returned back to cartel later on in the evening... not in her uniform... Totally shocked me... She looks just like Her... For a moment there... I was speechless... Stunned... and the way the other Sam sms and talks and looks... Woah... Its an split image of Her... Hahaha... maybe they are twins =P who knows? Visited her blog... Sam's songs... are Her Favourite songs... some of them... and I used her blog like a music player XD... Brings back happy memories... and of cos... one song brought back the worst of memories... Hahaha...
That song would be... When there was me and you from High School Musical, sang by Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron...
Well, that was my song for See Yueh... Ahh... nvm... away wif the bad and hurtful memories...

Anyway the Her, thats you... Reigne Cho Rikano... hahaha... the one who left me with the best of memories... The happy and Cheerful Rika I knew =D...

As for the managers... Edward... William... George... Kelvin... Erwin... all of them are super interesting la... Everyone has a past... but hey... look at all of them.. Happy as they are lol...

Cooked Glutinous Rice days back... 1st time cooking that dish... my grandma taught me... spent 2 hours preparing the ingredients only =.= Well when its out... I brought 2 small containers of it... to cartel... to let Sis Amelia and the others to try... Ended up gaving it to my twin... Sam!!! and the other... to Sis Amelia... Both had good comments on the food... Phew... I thought i was going to die like how Steven Jr was made fun of his Layered Egg... GAWR!!!! But hey... I love cooking... and of cos... cooking for those i care... hahaha... thats the point of cooking... not for the stomach but for the heart =3

Things have been good lately... Eventhou i heard that song from High School Musical... this time... Tears did not flood the keyboard... Instead... I found my resolve and strength... See Yueh is not worth my love... Like what Sis Stesha said... One day... You will encounter that very special one... Maybe 1 out of a million... I'm holding onto that hope... My faith, loyalty and hope will prevail...

But what wif the promise? Da jie asked me... I made it clear... Im one who keeps my words... I'll give her 2 years... 2 years without me... and hopefully know what she has lost.... I pray...

Was watching the shooting stars this early morning at 4am at east coast park Jetty... hahaha....
looking around.. my friends came in pairs... and me... I'm alone T.T
The 1st shooting star I saw... I made a promise... A promise in my life... Just like how Jesus' Faith, Loyalty and Hope in his Father made him prevail all the way til he was crucified... I want to be like him... only that its towards God and my future half...

Why am i not rushing into another relationship... After the previous one left me stranded, torn and hurt... Yes I can... Everyone that has experienced what I experienced would have done so... But why did I not? Cos... Im not everyone... Maybe those romantic novels and final fantasy games... Have changed me into something not from this world... hahaha...

I was never looking for a girlfriend...
I have been always searching for a wife...
Someone to last wif til eternity...
Not someone to last wif til I find a wife...
As simple as that...
I promise...

=)

If my ship leaves this lonely world behind...
Your voice will still remember our melody...
Melodies of love...
I love you...

CRUCIFIED at 12:13 AM

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Monday, December 17, 2007