Sunday, October 21, 2007

I'm waiting, I Promise =)

I'I'll wait for you, I Promise... This is my favourite line from Final Fantasy VIII, thou its simple it holds many meanings...

This is the line of my life...

Why am I waiting? Who am I promising? To some people, thats just dumb... I'm being true to myself, my heart... A flame in the heart, no matter how long... Will slowly burn out... What's needed is the fuel for the flame to keep going, Faith, Hope and Love...

Missing one and it aint complete... Til this day... Kim, Rika, See Yueh... I have no regrets... no regrets at all... Thou how small the flame is, I will still fuel it with my self-deception, love-hidden hate... Thou now I realised, seeing one of them with another guy... The rings that I want to entrust to... I just have to let her go... See her happy... I know that I've did my part... The best that I could give... Not everything she wants, I can give, but I changed myself to give her whatever she wants... But afterall, that fairytale was just another chapter to my life's story... But hopefully that fairytale will just continue someday... I pray and I hope... We laughed, we cried, we held on fast, and then we said Goodbye...

Will the princess ever love the horse keeper forever? Will the prince ever meet the witch again? The fairytale most ppl believe in, was nvr much of reality to anyone... Soon another fairytale will start... How does it start? Will it ever end? But this time, the flame in my heart will grow stronger, stronger than ever, even if my body starts to burn too, I will nvr regret even until the ashes is whatever thats left of me...

All I need is just a chance, a chance to find someone, faithful to me, loyal to me, trustworthy to me...






CRUCIFIED at 9:19 PM